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I went shopping today and saw a lot of colorful little dresses. Sshhhh secretly tell you that I have this habit of collecting baby’s shoes and dresses. Lol. So cute ler. Two nice friends of mine that I know via blogging are preparing to be a mum soon. I feel so excited and happy for them. Can’t wait to go shop for baby clothes for their babies. Hahaha I think I’m 10 times more excited than them.

Being a mum is the most wonderful thing that could ever happen in life. Children they are the fruit of love from the seeds we planted. The satisfaction of being a mum can’t be bought with money. You know, cancer changed a lot of things in my life, my priority for certain things. Ambition and career used to be no.1… but that is if life is long enough to live.

We always overlook all the more important things in life. And not until when death crossed our mind, we will never noticed how these little things in life meant so much more than ambition, career, money. Family, friendship, children, love. They are always around us that’s why we always took them for granted.

I’m anticipating the arrival of the 2 beautiful babies. I wonder when will Ken make one with me? Better if it’s twins. A boy and a girl. Muahahahaha. *Gulps. Better off go dreaming because Ken refuse to spare me some sperms, not anytime near. =(.

Posted in Personal thoughts, Uncategorized

I help Darrell out with his assignment yesterday. A person can look so different with different make up and outfit.

The Angel

The Devil

Who do you want to date? The angel or the devil?

p/s: the photos are not in its highest quality bcos I simply resize it with Paint.

Posted in Blah blah blahZ

I first saw pole dancing when I was in Russia. And most of the russians hor, dance dance halfway then suddenly buka baju and hang midway on the pole 90% naked with a G-string on. Everytime you watch those police related movie, pole dancing always associated with strip club, lap dancers and hamsap lou. Recently April opens my eyes to something I never knew about pole dancing.

It requires a lot of patience, hard work, stamina to be very good at pole dancing. April fell many many times till there are bruises here and there and sometimes her leg too painful to walk. She practised everyday and when she invited me over to watch her practice at Mardi Gras, I was… “Whoooooaaaaaaaa…..” with my jaw wide opened. So keng. She can hang herself upside down on the pole with her legs and swing 360 degree on the pole without even feeling a bit dizzy. *Swt =.=

So I think April Yim Meng Lai deserves my vote for the Clorets Amateur Pole Dancing Competition.

The voting will end this friday. Please cast a vote for April! You can cast multiple unlimited vote. Just keep refreshing that page and keep voting!

Posted in Friends

I’m so busy these days… busybody kepoh in Belle’s wedding. busy running around to collect all the suprises for Ken –> he’s coming home tomolo. Busy running around doing something which most of the time is quite meaningless and I dun understand why I we still do it.

Such as this.

Hahahaha. Ok enough fun.

Let’s take a sneak peek at Belle’s preparation. One thing that I learn from this is marriage is something nice n sweet and also there are many things to do. If during the process of preparation, you met some really lazy fei po… then 70% of the things will be ruin. I wonder who recommended de Paris in Jalan Loke Yew to Sam. The gowns are ugly, looks like night club whore dressing and there was this fei po servant that keep bitching about one client to another client (even when the changing room is next to each other!). Bad services.

But Belle still look stunning and ‘hang fook’. I was the one wanted to be a mum so much, wanted to get married so much but everyone else always cut my queue and go ahead of me. Lol. I just got my P license today, and the number is very nice. I must pray hard hard tonight hope kena toto 6 million then Ken can marry me ahaha.

Luckily the shutter speed is fast. Manage to capture Belle while trying one of the wedding gowns before that slow fei po came in and interrupt. Stunning hor? *hmmm… hmmm… I start dreaming about wearing wedding gowns as well.

Sam is so funny. I guess from now and forever, Belle will not feel lonely with his companion. Lengchai hor? I always think that he looks like Jerry Yen of F4.

Suddenly… I think being a wedding photographer is not a bad choice. You get to see happy faces and share their happy story. Anyone meed a stalker following them around for their wedding preparation? Yea, give me a call! ;-P

Posted in Friends

Each of us live for a reason. We live for the people we love. Like how mothers live for their children and vice versa. Sometimes because of love, we keep secret to protect our loved ones from getting hurt. But have you ever though that if you gone missing one day and your children never knew the truth about what had happened, what will happen to them? They will live in misery and guilt for the rest of their lives.

Many parents with cancer choose to hide the truth from their children. 50% of them will recover and go back to their children and live like normal. 50% of them have bad prognosis and might not have a chance to live.

You feel pain because of cancer, your children will feel pain as well. If you hide the truth from them and the children keep thinking that mum is still my healthy mum, she will always be there when I get home. Then suddenly, if things got worse and you will die and never return home and your children came back from school one day finding that their mummy won’t come back forever. How would they feel? Losing you will break them down spiritually, mentally, physically and it will affect their later life.

Every mom and dad is important to their children, no matter how old they are. If anyone of you missing, the family will not be complete.

No matter how painful is the truth, you should say it out and share with your family and children. Children that are too young might not understand what is cancer but at least they know it’s causing great pain to their mummy and they will want to stay by your side to bring you a glass of water, tell you stories and comfort you.

I think the cruelest thing that could happen to a child is unable to say the last goodbye and tell their mum/dad how much they love them before their parents passed away. Even if they knew that might be the last words that they can said to you but it means a lot.

A boy messaged me on msn. His mum is having cancer now but he doesn’t know anything about her condition because she stay in the hospital by herself to receive treatment. Then one day, her condition worsen. He worries about her and keep asking me if I know what is the best method to save his mum. I really don’t know how to answer him because we both don’t know anything much about her except it is cancer. I share his pain and fear, and at the same time I feel very helpless.

If you love your children. tell them the truth. Give them a chance to try their best to help you find a good doctor, a good surgical procedure, nutrition or anything which can help treat cancer. For them to sit and wait at home for your return with the possibility losing you for the rest of their life is a cruel thing to do.

Posted in About cancer, Message from the heart