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I really admire those students who took courses in Pharmacy. Pharmacology is such a boring subject and the drug names are so difficult to remember and they all look almost the same to me .

amlodipine
amiloride
amiodarone

x_x I think you will have to take a knife and force me to jump into the sea of hungry sharks only I can start to force myself to study a little harder for pharmacology. Luckily we study pharmacology for a year only in Med school. I wonder how can pharmacy student stand learning all about chemistry and drugs, the empiric formula and such for 4 years? Anyway, I really sux in this subject. I wonder, if I could make a phone call to Kan Mi to ask her for answer.

Haih I have to memorise answers for 60 questions MCQ tomolo. Sien lor…………….

People curse for many reasons. No one are born to be bad. There only frustrated, unhappy, angry, irritated, mad, diasppointed people out there. And under these circumstances, people started to curse as a mechanism of compensation for things they are frustrated at since probably they couldn’t to anything to avoid it, to destroy it. So do you think someone that curse is some bad egg?

A minority of people curse because they think it’s cool and join in their friend. Some curse for fun, just to play a fool with thier friends.

Some curse because they were brought up in that way, that kind of environment. My neighbour curse her 4 yrs old son when he did something wrong, and suddenly one day the little boy pick up from his mum and scold her mum back diu nia ma chao hai. Like a chinese proverb that says “shang liang bu zhen, xia liang wai” - if upper part not straight, the lower part will be deviated.

And some people they curse because they couldn’t take stress or pressure anymore. There are times when we had no choice but are force to be in an environment that you don’t like to be in, be with people that are si beh tu lan. And we feel irritated, frustrated, and become depressed. That’s why we start cursing. Back then when we came to Kursk to study, we all were once very decent n naive kids. As time passed, we changed. In this miserable place, nothing goes smoothly for anyone of us. In the end we feel mad and frustrated that’s why we were always so angry, so bad tempered, and start cursing anyone and anything that came into our way.

Not only my groupmates, I am also. Each time I come back to Kursk to study, I feel annoyed and gets angry easily. So I learn to curse from the rest of them. Hey u ppl can’t blame me ler… constantly hearing u ppl say sohai sohai… eventually my mind will pick up this word automatically and the next time talking to other people, sohai will be the first word coming from my mouth.

People can be kind and nice at times. But when fall in a condition that she couldn’t refuse, she become “hot” easily. If anyone step on her landmine, she will explode. I believe this happens to everyone as well. People that irritates you, that constantly cause you trouble, won’t you be mad at them too and start farking them? Don’t lie, i’m sure you will. Even the most goody goody girl in our group also start f*cking people that irritates her.

So if you hear from me f*ck you. It means you step on my land mine, go overboard, stepover my patience limit. Who cares if you think I’m rude because I’m not here to impress those nonsense pea-sized brain monkeys. If guys can say all the foul words to a girl, I wonder why can’t girls reply them back?

Tension. tension. Tension.
Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress.

Belle is so excited about her upcoming birthday in May which also at the same time reminds me that I’m going home in 2 months time. 5 exams to take. *Faint.

Uuuwwaaaa~ so difficult to lift up my spirit to study. My roomate graduating in 2 months time.
Haih~ I want to leave Russia too.

Will start sitting for exam this coming Monday. Jia you! *Yawn.

8th of June!!!! I’m coming!!!!
Errrrggghhh… there are still esophageal cancer, diaphragmatic hernia, pancreatic cancer to read….

*Warning! Having auntie visit now. Mood is extremely bad. Extremely sensitive to small little things and prone to cursing. (I am nice but at times I can curse until ur grandpa grandma kenot recognise you as well when I get annoyed.) And WARNING, perasan people pls dun f*cking leave some f*cking comment bcos I won’t layan you. you will only be blacklisted and will be blocked from accesing my site.

We are always kind and generous to others because this is how we always are. Be kind to others and always smile no matter how other people treat you. But there is a limit to someone’s patience. Though we are trying be nice to everyone but often there are some people who takes your kindness for granted and take full advantage of you.

Do you really think kind people are stupid and you can cheat and leech on them over and over again? F*** off.

I know there are many times I should be harsher to certain people but I just couldn’t utter the word NO to them and push them away. I know I’m too soft, people tend to bully me in some ways. They use my my things then lost it, and their answer to my missing things after that was “I dunno. I didn’t see it.” …. but they are the last people seen holding my things. They always use my things so freely but to borrow something from them is more difficult than to pluck a feather from the hen. They always give me lame excuses such as “oh someone borrow mine and didn’t return it. It went missing for a long time already even I’m looking for it.” And then perhaps they have short term memory, 2-3 days later, saw them using that item I wanted to borrow.

Selfish people sucks, so do leecher. My psychologist told me I can be kind hearted but not soft. But no matter how it’s just so difficult for me to resist being taken advantage of. It has reached my limit. I feels annoyed and frustrated. I wish Ken was here. He knows how to protect me.

A lot of people couldn’t reject being taken advantage by these sly foxes because they don’t want to ruin the friendship. But whether these people exist or not, I don’t think it matters because they are not your true friends. Their main purpose is to parasite you, suck dry all your money and then go find another richer host.

Yes, I’m mad. I feel quite moody these days probably due to the menses. Or maybe because I was on holiday for too long… that I find that a lot of things missing when I came back here. It sucks because it means I have to chip in money to buy new things which is not worth because I’ll be graduating soon. And it’s my parents money. They worked hard for it to provide me a comfortable life. NOT to FEED leechers!

Sorry for the really cranky mood. Some people made a fool out of me recently.

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Election soon, everything from bad turns good suddenly but not sure how long it will last. Bcos we all know that during election, they promise to give us this and that but when election ends and they win… promises are not fulfilled.

http://www.thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2008/3/6/nation/20080306070517&sec=nation

After all the doctors in malaysia overwork with underpaid salary for so many years, suddenly government decided to be so good to us by doubling our salary to RM6k per month. Of course, I’m happy to hear this and others feel excited as well. But then again… since the election is near and this time the competition is tough because a lot of people is on DAP side which including me and my whole family and most of my course mates here. Probably this is one of the trick that they use to help BN get more votes from medical students and HO.

I wonder will this amount of salary stays? Living in Malaysia for so long… i know this dream is too good to be true. Maybe suddenly when I finish my HO 3 yrs later, I will only get rm3k+ and perhaps the government will promise a higher salary for doctors in the next round of election.

And if you start questioning me why am I so money minded and as a doctor, I should put my heart in saving lives not thinking about money. But if you are a normal person with a properly functioning brain, if you don’t earn enough money, can you tell me:
- who gonna feed your children?
- who gonna repay back your parents for all the sacrifices made for your future? Afterall, they spent all the money that they earned in our education, as their children we should work hard to let our parents live a comfortable life.
- buy house, buy car no need money? Or u just continue leeching on ur parents, ask them to buy house and car for u until u get married and have kid?

If the medical system in our country need to be improved, I think firstly we need quality leaders. You know who to vote for right? Each vote make a difference.