Ooops. Yvonne asked me why my posts so “horny” lately. What to do, I am studying women now. My teacher say,
Gynae = woman, logos = study/knowledge, so Gynaecology = study of woman.

Wah I’m amazed with our hole down there. Do you know when your estrogen level is high (usually during the week after auntie(menses) balik rumah), the external opening of our cervix will be dilated to 1cm. Normally hor it will stay constricted at 0.2cm. diameter 1 cm is enough to insert 1 finger ler. I’m not sure if this applied to nulliparous (haven’t beranak before) only or both mother and non-mother. But anyway guys sure very happy when the opening is big lor cos it benefits them more than us wat.

Something bizarre happened 2 days ago. There’s a woman got admitted to the O&G department for profuse bleeding from the vagina. At first the doctors suspect there’s rupture of uterus, or there’s rupture somewhere in the reproductive organ. But after a detail questioning of the bf, we found out that they had “hot” sex previously, then after that she bleed from down there non-stop. Then they called the ambulance and send her to the hospital.

It was 3rd degree hemorrhagic shock, she lost 1 litre of blood. In this situation, she can die wan u know. Hey guys, be gentle a bit la, dun Fuck so chor lou can or not? The vagina is a sensitive area, can bleed very easily. Dun traumatized Miss Vagina la. Even when doctor wan to collect tissue to do Pap smear also have to be extra careful leh. How can u guys just do it so recklessly ler. Tsk. Tsk tsk. This is a real life situation, not from TV.

And yes! I finished my paediatrics exam lu. Hahaha finally. And since I’m kinda free laedi and since my blog lack of updates these days, so will have a lot a lot of updates from now on! Stay tune. Ngek ngek ngek, 50 more days going home liao. Belle, dun miss me too much yea~ Muacks~

Everyone knows our PM hor want to send 2nd “angkasawan” to space. I wonder hor who can apply for the next one. After a deep deep deep discussion with all the brothers and sisters, I think they shud send all medical students studying in russia to space la bcos hor:

1) gaoment can save air ticket money (we are already here wat, no need waste air ticket money)

2) we all know how to speak russian no need waste money to on russian class la (see? save more money)

3) we all got MD, so means we also Dr. mah, why send still need to send Dr. all the way from malaysia summore? Malaysia not enuff doctors la, ask them stay in their original place in GH la.

4) At least we medical student hor, can perform more chun performance on space rather than making teh tarik. Since we were trained to perform tracheostomy on dog here by our teacher, we can do it in space also ler!

So so… I think hor I shud register to be space tourist also. What do u think guys? *wink wink.

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*Oklar, currently I busy studying for finals, so won’t be doing blog hopping much. Remember I postpone my exam last week? ehehe well shouldn’t runaway liao. Porn already watched. Movies also finished liao. Study progression 75%. 2 more days before exam. Wish me a lot a lot of luck and pray for me pls!!!~ Oh and suddenly a lot of guys shy shy, come backdoor to ask me if they can copy the sunway college porn from me. Hahaha anyone haven’t watch yet? I bring back my externat hard disk this winter let u copy lor. Yay~ 55 more days goin home! Wait for me!!!! Weeeeeee~

And P/S: Do drop by Horny Ang Moh site today. He got good things to share ehehehehehehehehehehe~ BUt… BUT it’s 18SX, so underage kids dun go.

I saw a child today in my teacher’s clinic. She’s an orphan and she has oligophrenia (low IQ, learning disability, cognitive development disorder, mental retardation). I’m not sure what happened to her parents though, maybe they passed away in accident or maybe they abandoned her when she was born. This poor child can only understand basic instruction from my teacher like “taking off the clothes”, “don’t cry it will not be painful”. She have pigmentary changes in her skin, primary diagnosis given is skin cancer.

She reminds me of the time when I was in the other children hospital for class. Everyday many babies were abandoned by their mother at birth. 40 babies were left unattended in the ward. There are not enough nurses to take care each of them.

My heart cries for these children. Irresponsible adults. Why did they make babies and abandon them? If they know they couldn’t afford to take care of the child then why not take precaution? Condoms and contraceptive pills not working meh? Not only in Russia, even in Malaysia, got people throw a newborn baby down from the balcony in Penang. I wonder what happen to humanity?

Our medical degree from Russia certainly not regarded as good as those from other better countries but however the experience that we get;the poverty, sadness, and broken lives that we saw, we felt is unexchangable. I wish I could do more to protect these little ones. I thought of adopting a child from here and bring her home with me when I graduate but according to the child adoption policy, I have to be married right? I can’t save everybody alone but if I could, I would want to help as many as possible.

Ciao~ continue my studies. 2 more days left.

I know lately people very sien hearing from me because I keep on say wanna get married and become a housewife. And surely everyone think that I am crazy and it’s very wasted if I stop practicing medicine. But then if you know what I went through, perhaps your perception in life might change as well. My intention to help people did not change, but maybe I just do it in a different way. I can become full time volunteer working for NGOs or in case I get to marry one of the richest man in Malaysia, then I can start a YuinYin foundation or build an orphanage to protect the children. The love never stops, perhaps changes it’s way of expression only mah.

The reason why I’m so desperate to get married:

Getting married is not a bad thing afterall right? Why other people can choose to live a happy simple live and can’t I choose the same option? But….. ever since my medical report came out with cancer, marriage and the “live happily ever after” ending became a fat-fetched dream for me because his family and relatives will discriminate me. Everyone will look at me with a very strange look and I can only respond with “WTF???”

However….. seriously, nowadays all the good guys are dead/extinct or already taken. Perhaps I should just go to the sperm bank and get a test tube baby impregnated in me and become a single mum?

Kids nowadays are very lucky. They have PSP, PS2, gameboy, Nintendo Wii, Nintendo DS, computer to play with. They even got their own mobile phone at primary Year 1Last time when we were small, we only get to play with things that are F.O.C - free of charge which include climbing trees, catch colorful fishes and tadpoles in the longkang behind the school, play masak-masak using tree leaves and tree branches and also play kejar-kejar in the padang. But what to do, our country is not as safe as last time anymore. Kids got kidnapped and sexually abused and murdered. Even adults and old grandma also became rape victim. So I guess this is the best parents can do to protect their children.
“Sayang, come. If you promise mummy you won’t simply go out and walk away from mummy in distance more than 10cm hor, mummy will buy you new computer games ok?”
*Excited child. “Mummy can you buy me the new Nintendo DS lite also please. Then I stay at home, dun wan to go anywhere everyday.”
Aaahhh… this is how obessity in children become a major health problem and incidence of ponteng sekolah to go cc play Dota increases in our country also.

*This jiejie is complaining hor cos she didn’t get to play PS2, gameboy, xbox and watsoever hi-tech gadget available in the market now. And still got no money to buy any of those. And friends who own those gadgets are too kiamsap to borrow me for even 5 mins. Haihhh…..
Ignore me for this post! I’m just started to get some inspiration flowing in to write a better post and then yesterday internet was totally down. Ish, and I got a few things I wanted to write! STUPID STUPID STREAMYX!