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The last moment in life.

Few days back, I met a woman who went for chemotherapy in SJMC the same time with me. This time she came to the hospital looking very ill, with the cancer spread to the bones and liver. And nothing much can be done to help her except for palliative care – relieve her symptoms . . . → Read More: The last moment in life.

What have I became?

Sometimes I envied my patients. They always have their children and grandchildren accompany them everyday.

When my grandma was ill, I was still busy working in hospital trying to help someone sick to get better. I didn’t even know that her sickness was so severe because I was not there at home to . . . → Read More: What have I became?

bcos God knows…..

I believe we should always be sincere to others.

I believe we should also do our best to help others.

Even though there might be some people who will not appreciate what you are doing, as long as you know that you are doing the right thing, God knows. He always knows.

I . . . → Read More: bcos God knows…..

Have you ever felt this way?

When I see happy couples walking hand in hand in shopping malls, I feel a little jealous. I wish I could hold someone that I like too.

When I have someone holding my hand, I wonder why am I not happy, I yearn for the freedom when I was single. Is it because I . . . → Read More: Have you ever felt this way?

What lies inside the beautiful box.

People say love is blind. I say love is blind because our heart can’t see but our eyes can. Use our eyes to see who is the right one, use our heart to feel if he is the best one. Make one mistake, and you will never be happy.

Sometimes a beautiful box . . . → Read More: What lies inside the beautiful box.

A chance

Everyone made one or few mistakes in life. We can’t turn back time and correct our mistakes but we can always move forward, try to repair and compensate for the mistake that we made. But that is also if someone gives you a chance to repair it.

Often, I feel angered and upset . . . → Read More: A chance

Decided

I’ve been slacking for 2 weeks now. Time to get myself brain moving again. Being running minor errands for my mom, visit the doctor, dentist, doing photo shoot, go shopping, getting fat etc. And despite everything I still like being a doctor, a lot.

I decided to continue walking on this path. There . . . → Read More: Decided

Back for good.

I can finally stop going back to Russia. Away from depression and psychos.

For the past 2 years, I had been trying very hard to fit in but I can’t. I failed miserably. Trying to act and pretend to be like someone I don’t know was very hard. In the end I became . . . → Read More: Back for good.

The nightmare before exams. @.@

What I afraid the most during exam period is falling sick, because then it will reduce my working capability. And then now I got flu!!!!!! Uuuuuwaaaaaaa!!!!

This morning I was so blur that I banged my head on different objects several times. I bent down to pull my pants in the bathroom and hit . . . → Read More: The nightmare before exams. @.@

Dedicated to the best cook in the world – Mommy.

People always say the best chef in the world is always a man. But to every man, the best food in the world is their own mother’s cooking. Even if it is just salted egg with plain porridge or just simple white rice and egg omelet, it is delicious. Because there is mother’s touch . . . → Read More: Dedicated to the best cook in the world – Mommy.