Current location: M1 Sportivnaya, Moscow
Activities: waiting to board the flight heading home tomorrow.
Mood: Cheerful, excited (pppsssstt… I ate my favourite hotdog today! =D)

Hi, YuinYin here, probably writing the last post now for this year. If I couldn’t fall asleep and too bored when I’m in Dubai, I think I’ll do massive new year blogging since I’ll have to spend my New Year countdown there. I hope the flight attendants for this flight are handsome enough to give my eyes some refreshments.

While everyone else is busy writing their new year resolution, I am here sitting anxiously waiting to go home. So… eerrrhhh I feel like want to blog but so far no inspiration yet. I don’t want people to fall asleep while reading my blog on New Year Eve. This year has been a wonderful year for me even though cancer, radiotherapy, chemotherapy, pain, diet restriction did made my life a little bit miserable but in return, I gained a lot of wonderful friends, loved by someone who is a stranger to me.

(Thanks 5xmom, aunty lilian, vivian boh, paris beaverbanks, misha paris & mum, shadowfox, freethinker, lukxiufung, Yung, Belle, Adrian, Andy, Thiamhin, Babyfiona, Fiona tan, horny ang moh, simon of simontalks, evelyn, lasilasi, pookyma, sleepyhao, jian, chocolate_pig, andulu, April, pelf & pelfy, lin peh, etc etc etc… erhmmm, if i missed out ur names, do let me know in comment! ehehe I haven’t been sleeping since 3am yesterday and a bit hungry now so brain not functioning very well.)

Anyways, I’ll be home soon. Who wanna go yumcha with me, if dun take me to KFC, McD, my mum sure let me go geh. I’ll wait for your call! =D Damn…. I miss eating cakes! Now that I could taste properly already, I want to go Secret Recipe and tabao all the cakes home! Hehehe. Who wanna teman me go?

And so, my hands itch if I don’t open my blog’s dashboard.
I guess, I’m addicted to blogging already or it has been a daily routine for me to blog.

I feel very very tired now. Not enough sleep, still hutang 2 weeks of missed classes, another 2 final exams to sit, and 27 more days going home. I think I gonna fall into coma soon. Get me some normal saline and glucose infusion. Practically I just sit here all day long hugging my books. The fridge is empty because I got no time to go out to do groceries shopping. I only got Milo as my studying partner and it’s gonna finish di. I wonder if it will last me till I finish all exams.

Aaaaaahhhhh beh tahan liao~
I want to fast fast finish this ENT exam this wednesday, then ophthalmology paper then finish all my extra classes and go home. Yo, people who promise to belanja me makan, better don’t forget your promises! tee-hee, I’m working hard to go back for the free meals!

Hey, I heard that people who are sick with a medical report to prove your illness, most airline company will upgrade you to Business class from economic class for free. It is true? I wonder if I can request for it. Previous flight back to Russia is really tiring for me. I almost fainted. Maybe I should go seduce some flight attendant and ask him to change my seat. *wicked smile

Winter has truly begin. It had been snowing for whole day yesterday. Today, the sky is cloudless, the sun is shining brightly but don’t be deceived by the beautiful appearance, it’s actually very very cold when you see this. Hahaha, when it snows, I feel so damn excited. I run up to my room, take my D40 and I stand under the snow outside. I waited there for the beautiful snowflakes to fall on my winter coat. I promise I will snap the picture of snowflake for Belle.

This is it. The shape is just like the one we always see hanging on Christmas tree.

It’s a bit blur because it’s kinda windy. The snowflakes fell quickly and melt away very quickly. The next time it snows again, I will try to capture a clearer picture of it. Because usually once a snowflake fell on my jacket, it will stay there for few minutes before it melted. Waah, Nikon D40 is so power ler. I think it is the best gift I ever gotten in my life. Over the years, I have tried with other digital camera but I couldn’t capture a clear proper picture of snowflakes.

The beautiful things that I see now, the beautiful things that I enjoy, I wish I could share with other people. I want to tell my brother that this is how snowflake really looks like. So shiny, so minute and yet very beautiful.

Do you know? I think being able to walk under the snow with someone you love is very romantic. Being able to watch the snow falling slowly, being able to share this beautiful moment together. I wonder my darling over there in UK, would he love to watch the snow with me since UK doesn’t have snow. Some guys think it’s a stupid thing to do but I just think that these guys are not romantic.

*Due to internet server problem. This post is delayed 2 days because unable to upload pictures ^^. Gomen ne.

After massive snowing for 2 days continuously, everywhere is covered by thick, white, shiny snow. And we couldn’t resist to go out to play in the snow.

The snow looked really beautiful. Since it’s still fresh, it is very soft in consistency like those shaved ice in ABC or cendol. Hmmm… I wonder if snow can be eaten.

Snow + Hershey strawberry syrup = Yummy!~

Even when we threw the snow into the air, it could spread out in small drops. Eheh if the snow is not fresh, it will become very hard, make snowball throw on your face also you can bleed de.

Doink!
Sei Raymond attacked me while I’m posing for photo session. =_=… Adui

HiakZ, I counterattack!

Oh… we even play dead.
I love lying down on the snow a lot. Especially during night time when the sky is clear and it is full of stars. I mean it is REALLY FULL OF STARS! But too bad my nikon D40 is not powerful enough to capture the view. I think it’s really romantic to lie down on the snow, watching the stars in the sky with somebody. ^^

Pictures taken during winter often turned out very nice.

This is my favourite picture. Hehe why? Bcos I think I look adorably stupid inside! Ahahaha.

This is my first attempt trying to get the effect of falling snow with my D40. =D For a first timer I guess this is not bad kua. Hehehe… have to read the manual book to improve my skill some more. There are so many function of this camera that I haven’t explore yet. ^^ amateur ma.

P/s: Belle, I don’t think can bring back the snow for u la… bcos hor will melt. =/

Going through that disease that is near to death made me more sensitive and alert to everything related to it. Before this, I never notice it, never knew it’s presence and never understood it’s influence. But now I saw, I felt the pain, I shared that anxious feeling. Lately, cancer haunt many people in my life. Wherever I go, the word cancer is inevitable, it follows me or perhapsit has always been there but I never notice it.

My roomate have sudden enlargement of thyroid gland, the teacher recommend her to visit the department of oncology for diagnostic evaluation. Probably she have to undergo surgery to remove the thyroid gland. My friend had hyperplasia of clavicle lymph nodes, tomorrow my teacher will do a biopsy for him. Today we study about lymphoma, cancer of lymphoid tissue which makes him more anxious about his diagnosis and he’s worried sick that he’ll never make it to 30 years old.

Is this something got to do with the Chernobyl radiation? Or is it something got to do with bad FengShui? Or is it because we all are in Russia? Cancer suddenly became a common issue among us. I didn’t see my patient yesterday and today. I think she passed away. She had blastoma of the stomach stage 3. Our teacher said her prognosis is bad, she might not survive for long. But few days ago when I visited her, she was a cheerful lady, very positive with her life and then the next day she is gone.

Life.
One moment it is in your hand. Another moment it is gone.

Is there anything that you promise someone but haven’t done? Like promise to cook a nice dinner for mum, promise a friend we’ll go to the beach together, promise your brother that you would play with him.

Don’t delay what you promise them, for you never know that if you’ll never have that chance to fulfill that promise anymore.

Student Name: YuinYin
Age: 22 yrs 1 m th old
Profession: 5th yr medical student 1st semester
Current activities: butt glued to the chair, study STUDY STUDY!!!~
To do list: final exam in paediatrics on 1st Nov, 2 uncompleted case history need to hand in this coming friday, 1 individual report undone, laundry undone, marketing undone, armpit hair unshaved

Rate of knowledge input = 0.01% per hour
Rate of knowledge output = 10% per hour
Time left before exam = 3 days

Current mood: sleepy, started to hallucinate…. hey Bie bear just talked to me!
Last thought: I want to eat!

sooo…. who got porn movie to borrow? this is just to keep me awake to study…. dun think the other way round. I don’t even have a dildo… duh!

Do you believe that when you work really hard, put in all your effort in doing something regardless of the outcome…. eventually God will open a way for you. Yes! tomorrow infectious disease teacher going away for some conference, so I got extra time to study for paediatrics.

Haiya… so boring la! I’m so bored of studying liao. Entertain me pls!