2010 – The beginning…

Well, I kinda missed my New Year celebration.
I received 10 smses and a dozen of missed calls. Thanks for your call anyway, whoever that called and smsed me. Somehow I was irritated with it and I put my phone to silent mode. My head was so heavy that I couldn’t bring myself up to answer my phone.

Someone actually told me that, “hey you have sexy voice when you’re postcall, tired and sleepy.”

=.=” Geeezzz…. thanks for the comment. Errr… no thanks. PLS dun sengaja call me la, I want to sleep! Damn it.

Post call. Had 5 EOD calls and I have post postcall syndrome. I’ve only slept 1 hour in 36 hours of work.
I practically coma-ed from 2pm till the next day 6.15am. And I still feel drowsy. Luckily it’s a public holiday on the 1st Jan 2010. Finished work at 11am and I went back to sleep again until 6pm.

I slept too much until I missed Andy & Cherene’s wedding dinner. Gomen Ne! I’ll send you the wedding gift when I come back on 16th Jan for weekend off.

Housemanship is hell. I wonder if I still have the will to go on. Dr.Foo keeps encouraging me to stay.
I miss home. I miss my friends. Ipoh is so boring.

I feel like quiting very very very much. Someone that I know passed away on New Year’s Eve. And I knew about this 1 day later because I was too busy oncall in the hospital. Now I will never see Rajan online on YM anymore.

I had a 2nd chance to live. I want to live well and be happy, doing things that I like.
Sometimes I spent too much time working until I developed phobia for my work.
If I die suddenly one day, I would want the last thing that I do in life to be something that I feel happy doing it and not because of involving in car accident after I’m too tired from postcall.

Have you heard? Many doctors met car accidents when they were postcall. Too tired, they felt asleep halfway while driving and crashed their cars.

Happy New Year anyway. I’m oncall again tomolo. Yes… I know it’s pathetic.