Work work work till you die.

I’m tired. Post call today. And tomorrow will be on call again. T-T

I looked horrible now. The panda eyes, the acne, the oily hair.

Hate my job sometimes.
Not that on call is bad, we get paid rm100 per call but….. seriously the senior HO are bullying me.
I merely sleep for 2 hours everytime I on call. They all pulak sleep from 11pm till 6am. Unfair kan?

I should be ignorant and go sleep. But at the same time I’m worried about my patients, what if something bad happen to them? Nobody bothers but I do.

But sometimes I’m making myself so exhausted for being so kind to people. Naive good girl always kena bully u know. And when I see patients in pain, I couldn’t just leave them unattended.

>.< Hubby where are you? Uuurrrghhh sometimes I feel so tulan, I want to quit my job and go marry and bcom a housewife. Yadaa, yadaa… I know I keep saying I wan to quit and wan to get married but nothing is coming up soon.

Everytime I want to quit… sure won’t work out. My father bribed me last saturday when I had my 1st weekend off. I freaking spent rm2878 in 3 hours, shopping only for clothes! Omg. *slaps self.
I never spent this much before in shopping, and my mother actually does the same thing without feeling guilty so I just gladly accept the goods with an open arms.

Next…. I wish my father will buy me some new camera lens. I wan to take pics of Ipoh.

Mmm… I have so many post written halfway and left pending in my draft box. And Misti darling, I missed you too! Aaah how I wish I could have you nearby.

I’m going to rest now. Hopefully tomolo will be a good call. Hope all our dear patients don’t come to the hospital tomolo. PLS keep ur baby inside and deliver on monday! So dat I can have more rest. T-T Monday also have to go gynae ward for tagging until midnite.