Melancholy.

Somehow I feel so moody when I’m back in Russia. Everything seems to be very wrong.

I’m not the only one emo-ing here. Even Belle.

Is this something gotta do with the weather or the environment, the people?

I feel so tired and my mouth is so dry that it hurts. My left side parotid gland unable to compensate the function of the missing right parotid gland apparently or perhaps the radiotherapy slows down my recovery. I feel my throat is burning everytime I wake up from sleep. It’s difficult for me to climb stairs as well. My throat go dry and I’ll started to cough non-stop.

Sorry for the unproductive post lately. I know everyone seek for post that inspire and something meaningful to read. But under this condition, I couldn’t think of anything good to write about because I am unhappy, stressful and tired now.

Maybe because I’m going back soon in 1 and a half month (7 more weeks~ wooohooo!) errrh but I’m going to Italy first before flying back to Malaysia =D. Emo emo emo~~~~~ till I get out of Russia. Usually my mood will be automatically elevated when I go Moscow airport. Russia is a very depressing country.

And this time of this year, no HOT WATER SUPPLY again!!!!! Sien lor. Need to wait 1 hour for water to boil only can bath. These few days I feel like I did not wash myself properly. Somewhere in my hair, still feel like it is not washed clean and conditioner still stuck there. Haih what to do, the cold water here is ICY COLD. Put your hand under the running tap for 30 seconds, you hand go numb. If I bath with this icy water, easily I turned into Ice Queen and the story of the wicked Ice Queen originate from Russia. Is that the reason why Russian don’t bath?

This is our very kuno way to boil water. I wonder if I should buy this heating filament for people as souvenir? =D

Who want?