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Current location: M1 Sportivnaya, Moscow
Activities: waiting to board the flight heading home tomorrow.
Mood: Cheerful, excited (pppsssstt… I ate my favourite hotdog today! =D)

Hi, YuinYin here, probably writing the last post now for this year. If I couldn’t fall asleep and too bored when I’m in Dubai, I think I’ll do massive new year blogging since I’ll have to spend my New Year countdown there. I hope the flight attendants for this flight are handsome enough to give my eyes some refreshments.

While everyone else is busy writing their new year resolution, I am here sitting anxiously waiting to go home. So… eerrrhhh I feel like want to blog but so far no inspiration yet. I don’t want people to fall asleep while reading my blog on New Year Eve. This year has been a wonderful year for me even though cancer, radiotherapy, chemotherapy, pain, diet restriction did made my life a little bit miserable but in return, I gained a lot of wonderful friends, loved by someone who is a stranger to me.

(Thanks 5xmom, aunty lilian, vivian boh, paris beaverbanks, misha paris & mum, shadowfox, freethinker, lukxiufung, Yung, Belle, Adrian, Andy, Thiamhin, Babyfiona, Fiona tan, horny ang moh, simon of simontalks, evelyn, lasilasi, pookyma, sleepyhao, jian, chocolate_pig, andulu, April, pelf & pelfy, lin peh, etc etc etc… erhmmm, if i missed out ur names, do let me know in comment! ehehe I haven’t been sleeping since 3am yesterday and a bit hungry now so brain not functioning very well.)

Anyways, I’ll be home soon. Who wanna go yumcha with me, if dun take me to KFC, McD, my mum sure let me go geh. I’ll wait for your call! =D Damn…. I miss eating cakes! Now that I could taste properly already, I want to go Secret Recipe and tabao all the cakes home! Hehehe. Who wanna teman me go?

In conjunction with this week photohunt’s theme, messy, here it is my photo of the week. I’m in the process of packing my luggage bag. I will be leaving for Moscow tomorrow night, flying to Dubai on 31st Dec, spend my new year countdown there. Will be arriving in Kuala Lumpur International Airport on the 1st Jan.

Can’t wait to be home. Can’t wait for sushi. Have a great weekend to all photohunters! I’ll have to visit your blog a little later because I might not be able to get internet when I’m in Moscow. Will take a lot of photos to share later.

Once in a while in life, when we are tired of walking, we will fall down occasionally. No matter how tough we are. The stronger it is, the more fragile we are inside. During this fall, one might be able to overcome and climb up on her own. Some might fall and will never be able to get up by themselves, that’s why someone needs to be there to support them.

I was once felt very lost, felt that life was meaningless, felt alienated from people and the world. But I was very fortunate to have people that never left me behind struggling alone to break through this difficult period. Because of them, I know that I can’t give up yet, I must continue walking with them.

Today I saw someone in the similar situation I used to be. I stay by her side and follow her step by step from behind, in case she falls back, I would pull her up again.

For those who never care about people around them, they might not understand what we are going through. They think that we are crazy, terrible and irritating but the fact is we couldn’t help ourselves from being like this. Our mind and action seems to be controlled by someone else. We do things that we didn’t want to do, we said words that we never meant it. True friends would always notice something is wrong and try to help us out, superficial friends would think that we are bad and make things even worse for us.

I hope that I’m holding onto my friend sufficiently. I hope that her happy self will come back soon.

Dear friends,

I wish you a BEARY MERRY CHRISTMAS!~

Love, Bie Bear.

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=D And… and… I found my bunny ear band. Hehehehehe. Merry Christmas to all. I wish all of you have a blessed day!

(P/S: I look cute or not? *perasan *syiok sendiri ahahahaha)
Have fun everyone!

Do you believe in Karma? The law of cause and effect. If you do things with a sincere heart, with a good intention, somehow you life will improve slowly somewhere. Even when you face difficulties in certain path, you will overcome it easily. If you did something bad, you will find that your life in a mess.

Can someone be lucky all the time? Let’s say when you are very broke, somehow money will find way to enter your pocket; e.g u found rm500 note on the street, some old friend who borrowed money from you long time ago return the money to you, or maybe you will kena 4D. Who knows? Life is full of surprises but it can’t be good luck all the time. Failing exam, fell down while running, the plastic bag from your groceries shopping broke, doesn’t mean that you are having bad luck.

Luck is a very risky thing. If I don’t study for exam and depend on luck, then I think I’ll never pass it. But I believe in Karma. For the past 3 months, my life has been very easy going. I finished all my exams without any difficulties though the day before each exam I feel very kan cheong and stressful. For the effort that I put in, as long as I tried my best and don’t feel guilty about not studying and cheat for exam, each time I will get really easy question and pass my exam with good results.

Some people always wonder why do certain people live a happy life, always being pampered and loved, being beautiful and smart and they are always being envied. I think its Karma though it works slowly but it does happen.

Someone who was never beautiful, never had anyone notice her or praise her for being beautiful, but slowly, one day she might wake up finding herself looking like a princess. When she walks out her house, all eyes will be on her, guys worship her like goddess and girls envy her beauty. Because she always treats everybody sincerely, help those who are in need, love anyone regardless of who they are. This is her Good Karma.

A poor young man, he has to work very hard to provide his family food and shelter. No matter how hard it is out there, he works under the hot sun everyday without complaints for the love of his children and wife. Somehow one day someone would give him an opportunity to become successful, helps him expand his career and he becomes wealthier and can provide his children a comfortable house and good education. Good karma.

In life, don’t have to worry too much about what others think about you. Just be yourself and do everything with a pure intention. Whether we are faking it or really doing it, it will show. Do you realize that person who goes around backstabbing you always fail his exam or she had gained so much weight that she looks like an elephant now? Or did you notice that person who betray you is facing a lot of financial problem now (like his money got cheated, lose all money in sharemarket etc).

Karma may occur to you in a different ways, depends how you look at it. Someone might become smarter, happier, richer, prettier, more handsome, etc. Or it might go the other way round for those who have indecent intention towards other people and when doing something. They might be growing fatter, live a sadistic life filled with jealousy, beautiful face start growing pimples and turning uglier each day, face a lot of problems in life, etc.

How about mine?
Being able to wake up smiling everyday is my good karma. Being able to be loved and pampered by my family and Ken, it is a good karma. I have nothing more to ask. I just wish that all the people that I know, will be in the pink of health and happy everyday.

“Do onto others what you want others to do onto you.”