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Today I slept extra 1 hour. I woke up at 9.30am thinking it’s 10.30am. So from now on, the time difference between Russia and Malaysia is 5 hours.

It’s getting colder as well today. November coming. Usually the 1st day of snow will on Deepavali night every year. I remember this because I have to run to the Deepavali concert under the snow in whatever I’m wearing (cheongsam, saree, punjabi suit etc etc).

I have only another 4 days left to study for paediatric final exam. *stress *stress until pain in the head, pain in the ear, even arse also pain. At one point I thought I must have contracted some disease from the patients in hospital. Acute otitis media. Diptheria. Whooping cough. Meningitis. In case I fainted and never woke up one day, then you know why la.

I’m immunodefficit person now. Sometimes the teacher forgot about this fact. Even in children hospital, diseases which will only affect small children because they have weaker immune system also can affect me. I have been coughing non-stop for 3 days now. Don’t know which day, in which hospital I got infected. Pokoknya, I have classes in hospital everyday. Maybe I should go see a doctor but the procedure here is very troublesome and wasting time so during this busy period, I can’t afford to waste even 1 minute doing nothing. And don’t bother to ask my teacher, they are not helpful at all.

I have to study for Oncology, infectious disease and paediatrics in a day. I wish that 1 day consist of 48 hours. Time is not enough for me. I somehow feel very tired and exhausted due to my immune status now. I hope all my effort now is really worth it. When I reach home in winter, I hope someone would treat me good meals. I miss Korean and Japanese food.

And I miss him very much. How nice if I could fall asleep in his big arms now.
Right now I am still debating with my jealous father about me going over to UK for Valentine’s day because I might have to sacrifice spending CNY at home. BUT I have 5 weeks at home already, not too much to ask for if I only spend 7 days in UK with Ken right? Not like my parents will give me EXTRA big angpao if I stay at home for CNY. I know my friends, they all have generous relatives which give them minimum rm50 for angpao money. Hell, I have rich aunts but they are super kiamsap as. Even when I tell people, I got only rm10 angpao money from my aunt also they would laugh at me. =_= So does it matter at all to celebrate CNY or not? Some more, all the food eaten during CNY are very oily and unhealthy. I’m sure my mum will restrict this and that again, so what’s the point of celebrating? No money, no food.

Romance, suprises, Ken. I prefer this one.

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