A helping hand for love
The other night, we went out yumcha at restoran kayu in taipan. As everyone gets excited, the chatting continues and everyone exchange stories and laughed. But I suddenly stopped and start noticing that the lonely Yvonne sitting beside me feel left out. She starts connecting to the net and chat with people on msn. I looked around and then try to imagine myself in her shoe.
Sometimes I feel that we are so selfish because we have forgotten about Yvonne when the storytelling gets more interesting. Yvonne have lost her hearing in recent years, when I talk to her I need to write or type it out for her and she will reply me with a soft voice because she is afraid that she might be too loud and disturb other people because she couldn’t hear her own voice.
Sitting between us, unable to hear us means she couldn’t join in our conversation and her soft beautiful voice is covered by the pasar malam style shouting background. I felt her loneliness there. I know she tried hard to get our attention and try to take part in our conversation but she doesn’t know what we are talking about. I know what she is experiencing but all I could do is just watch her from the side.
Whenever I was with Yvonne, I would pay full attention to her and be sensitive to all her needs. As time passed, Yvonne is losing her body function one by one, each time I saw something new in her blog, I feel like a needle pricking my heart and yet I couldn’t do anything to help her. I wish that I own a pair of hand that could discover something remarkable that can cure Neurofibromatosis. But all I could do for her now is to love her and treasure her more than anyone in this world. When she needs help, I’ll help as much as I could. If I couldn’t afford to help then I’ll figure out a way to help her.
This coming November, Yvonne needs to go back to LA for medical check up. Charity auctions will be held from now on to help her raise her medical funds. Earrings, bracelets from VanityVault and corsets brought back from Russia by me will be auction off for this charitable cause. I am not a rich girl, the only thing I can do to help her is to model for her. Do lend me a hand to help my dearest friend.
You are a very kind friend.
Yvonne is really blessed to have you as one. 
Thanks YY. It’s good to know how you feel.
You are such a wonderful friend, The god must has granted Yvonne many angel friend like you.. I really can’t imagine myself in Yvonne shoe as well.. Hope the angel will always protect both of you..Sweet angel..
But hey did u girls remember to bid?