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In those our childhood all-time favourtie classical fairy tales produced by Disney… Cinderella, Snow White, Sleeping Beauty… though at first they lived a very difficult life but in the end, the prince will come to seek for them and they live happily ever after. I read my ex-primary classmate blog yesterday. She too . . . → Read More: Are we qualified to chase after fairy tales? I feel very suffering right now. The pain and everything worsen. My tongue, not only just the side, now the whole tongue feels painful. I think probably no one will experience this before, I found blisters at the tip of my tongue! It’s so difficult to move my tongue because it is very very . . . → Read More: The peak of pain Dear readers, thank you so much for dropping by. I finished my treatment finally!~ But however the pain and other side effects will continue for about a week. I’ll try to blog when I’m feeling well. I feel very weak today. My throat hurts and it’s very painful that I couldn’t swallow anything. Probably . . . → Read More: A day of silence =D Finally get to watch “Secret”. *K came back from Hong Kong last friday and brought me out for the movie. Yea, the sick and weak me accumulated all my energy and strength from my 16 hours sleep just to stay awake to watch that movie. A bit disappointed couldn’t get the twin seat . . . → Read More: 这是个不能说的秘密。。。。 Thanks everyone for the comments and message in cbox. Lol, these 2 days don’t know why I feel very tired and exhausted. Yesterday I woke up at 2pm! Then after drinking a cup of milk and took my medicine, I went back to sleep around 3pm… and then woke up at 8pm. Then later . . . → Read More: Feeling exhausted… Today 22nd august 2007 is the last day of my chemotherapy. Yay! still left 5 times of radiotherapy to go! Hopefully by next week, my ear is still safe from infection… damn painful wei until i couldn’t sleep well these 2 days. And of course must snap snap some pictures to remember the look . . . → Read More: The end of chemotherapy V(^^)V I saw this news from theStar online today and thought of sharing some of my silly thoughts here. When you hear people say Bahasa Malaysia, what kind of language do you think it is? Bahasa Malaysia = Bahasa Melayu? Lol, basically is correct la but then hor I would think Bahasa Malaysia more “pasar” and bahasa melayu more “formal” cos we use in school ma, cakap salah, spelling salah, teacher will tolak markah from peperiksaan! You see bahasa MALAYSIA , so I guess it should represent all the races in Malaysia hor? So to me, I think this is the bahasa malaysia that we speak daily: Yea, I do speak like this to my indian and malay friends as well and we understand each other very well suprisingly though our mother language is different. Lol. For bahasa melayu version hor should be like this: *notice: adik-adik dun follow jie jie please. I already 5 yrs tinggal di Russia, so BM punya standard memang tak boleh trust punya. So dun ikut my BM format for your SPM yea! Probably it’s just us, the malaysian style of expressing our words. Even after we learn a new language, study in a foreign country, we will still tend to mix all our languages together. Do you know nowadays got a lot of medical students in Russia? I think got 2000+ eh and the number is rising. So the amount of malaysian who can speak Russian also increased. And then I realise we are all the same, mix our russian into our existing bahasa malaysia. See, example of our daily conversation: “Hey have you done your marketing yet? Come la teman me go rinok (market in Russian) buy some vege and roti. Tonite we make French toast for siew ye(supper in cantonese).” Lol, and funny thing is that even our teacher (Russians) slowly adapted to our new mixture of malaysian rojak language. Student: Madam, when can we get back our zachut(credit in Russian) book from you? We need it for the exam next week. Student: Sir, I’m having sore throat and it’s very uncomfortable. Do you have any method to relieve the discomfort? *Nah dun say I never teach you Russian oh! I’m teaching you guys a few words liao. Ngek Ngek Ngek. Spa-si-ba~ Even sometimes when I come back here during summer holiday hor, I always ter-add Russian words when speaking to local people. Like, Go mamak stall order drinks hor, I just cannot recall the term “teh o’ limau ais” la and then I will tell dat mamak fella “chai se limon-nom”. lol When go pay at cashier that time hor, if the person ask me: I think it’s just us being Malaysian. Because we live in Malaysia, since young we were trained to learn so many languages. For this point, I’m really proud to be a Malaysian. Continue reading Proud to be malaysian. Our language is so keng! 18th August, few minutes past midnight, someone gave me a suprise. “Happy 1 month anniversary” Then the blur ngong ngong me was like “harh? meh si (what happen)?” He says today is 18th la dear! Me: “Haimeh? harh I thot It was still around 13th aug”. My gawd… I have been sleeping too . . . → Read More: A suprise (^_^)V I suddenly thought of writing this after reading Yvonne’s post yesterday. There are some silly people from Kursk telling me that they envy me la. Because I got cancer, I extend my summer holiday from 2 months to 4 months. Because I have cancer, I will have special permission from the uni to go home during winter holiday. Because I have cancer, my life seems to be very happy right now. And they told me “I wish I have cancer too”. Be careful with what you wish for. Please don’t think that having cancer is so fun. Though before this I suspected there’s something wrong with my health, but I never wish that it would be cancer. All the things I’m experiencing now, I’m trying my best to endure it. Cancer is suffering no matter physically, mentally or socially. Though I have 4 months of holiday but I can’t enjoy it. I straight away go to SJMC for medical check up 3 days right after I landed in KLIA. And since then, I’ve been going in and out Subang Jaya Medical Center and it became my second home. Everyday I feel so tired that I’m sleeping at home all the time for 15 hours+ per day. I spent 2-3 hours in SJMC daily except sat and sun. On wednesday, during my chemotherapy, I woke up at 7am, go to SJMC at 8.30am and spend few hours there till around 2pm. Half day will be spent in hospital, when reach home, after taking medicine, I will fall asleep because side effects of painkillers are drowsiness and sleeping. The remaining time I can only sit at home, the only thing I can do is go on9 and blog. If without this blog, my daily life would be boring. Because I’m that kind of active person who like to go kai kai everyday. I like to look at the trees, look at the busy people working, look at children playing in the playground…. I love to look at life because I enjoy life. But because during my treatment, my immune system is severely weaken. I can get infection very easily. I can’t go to mamak stall lepak with my friends at night because there are idiots sitting on the next table smoking there puffing smoke to your face directly. I can’t go out shopping because of the crowd. I can get all kinds of disease from the crowd. I can’t do french kissing because the harmless microflora of the mouth can even give me pneumonia. I miss my friends a lot but everytime when they ask me to go out, I have to reject because I can’t go out to the crowd. Sorry…… So you think I’m living a happy life eh? The unbearable pain that I’m experiencing, I can’t do anything to make it go away except to endure it and try to forget it. There are times when I couldn’t bear the pain any longer that I broke down in tears. Even when I cry, I will cry softly to myself because I don’t want anybody to worry about me. I know my friends will feel sad when they see how suffering I am, so I rather not show them the painful look. See, Yvonne cried when I told her my biopsy result is cancer. I want to see my friends smiling for me because seeing smiles on my friends’ face give me courage to go through this. There are many reasons for living and I chose to live for the people who loves me. I will become stronger each day to protect these people. So you wanna get cancer eh? The song “san gatsu ka” from 1 litre of tears is my favourite. I memorise the lyrics and can sing it also but too bad redbox dun have. Read the lyrics translation, it’s very meaningful. Those students in Kursk always think I’m very fake because I like to do charity. Even if people ask me what do I want to do in future, I would tell them I want to build an orphanage and people thinks that yuinyin is crazy and someone should catch her and send her to Tanjung rambutan! But that’s me, I love life that’s why I chose medicine as my profession because I want to protect lives. I want to give life a second chance to live. That’s the motto in life I have. Just because I don’t smoke, I don’t drink, I don’t club. I don’t seduce guys, I don’t cheat in exams, I don’t twist and turn stories to hurt other people’s feelings, I don’t want to be neutral(HYPOCRITE)…. they think that I am weird etc etc. Though people always say if you can’t beat them, join them. But you know all those things mentioned above are not good at all… think again, will you join them? Even if you give me 1 million dollar, I also don’t want to live a meaningless life like that. Ooops… I sway away from the topic. Anyway, here’s the lyrics for 3gatsuka9. I hope you’ll understand the meaning like how me and Yvonne see it. Probably because we both are going through things that other people don’t understand, we see things in a much more different way. Enjoy singing the song! Probably can have a blogger gathering and we’ll sing together =P. Hello thursday! I’m feeling better today. Pain from my surgical wound have reduced after washing my wound and apply hydrocortisone cream on it. I couldn’t smell the foul odour cause by those Staphyloccoci or Streptococci infection (dunno which ler cos din do culture swab). At least I know the infection is under control by . . . → Read More: A fine thursday! |
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