Are you looking for gift? For your girlfriend, wife, fiance, sister? Look at this teddy earrings… so cccuuuuuttteeeeee hor~~

Bid for this adorable pair of earrings for your loved ones and at the same time, you also tell Yvonne that she’s not alone. Come everyone, help Yvonne to raise funds for her consultation fees.

This small amount of money might not mean something to you but it does make a big difference in Yvonne’s life.

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If I have a boyfriend right now, I would ask him for this ^^. Oops… yuinyin is kinda broke right now or else I would start bidding liao. I have to spend 100USD for 3 bijik antiemetics. =.= Pokailor.

P/s: If any guys wanna buy for me, I will gladly accept… tee-hee.

How far will you go for a healthy lifestyle? Nowadays everyone go on healthy organic diet. But even daily products like toothpaste, shampoo… and sanitary pad also available???

Organic toothpaste

Organic Tampons

Organic Pantyliner

Organic maternity pad

Live life to the fullest. Live healthy life! Use healthy organic sanitary pads! ^^ All these items can be found in Ikano, Just Life organic store.

Finally it’s Saturday. Luckily I have 2 days break on saturday and sunday from my therapies. This is only the 1st week… 6 more weeks to go. I wonder if I can endure all these until the end. This non-stop feeling of nausea, plus sometimes a bit of dizziness… uurggghh it’s awful. I was told that this is what pregnant woman has to go through as well. Morning sickness, Hyperesmesis gravidarum. More side effects yet to come. The amount of saliva in my mouth is decreasing everyday. I need frequent intake of water.

I think I’m the youngest patient in SJMC Chemo Daycare center. The ahpeks, ah mahs in their 50s all looking at me. They must be thinking to themselves “poor girl, so young got cancer”. My chemotherapy lasted for 4 hours+. Cancer is no longer an issue to me. I don’t want other people to pity me as well. People just have to move on. When you lost something, you gained back something. I’m moving on to another stage of life where I see things in a simpler way. There must be a reason for why God put me through all these hardships. I’m here for a reason. I want continue to love and protect others. I love to love but not to love to be loved.

Sorry for such a short post. Not feeling very well these days. Will try to update my site more often. Ciaoz.

Hours to my radiotherapy: 55 more minutes left
Current mood: Unexplainable
My last thought: Will I be ok?

I hope I have enough strength to withstand all the side effects from radio- and chemotherapy. Will I be able to live without saliva and my Hypoglossal nerve I wonder. I feel very scared right now. Even the skies are crying for me.

Wah wah… why ppl like to play tag here and there in blog wan… =.=’ aiseh… Yung tagged me… now I wanna tag other ppl also lor.

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Rules:
* Each blogger must post these rules first.
* Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
* Bloggers are tagged to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.
* At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
* Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged, and to read your blog.

8 random facts about me

1. I support natural beauty, Make up free~ You know, I never put on any make up before. But due to my illness now, I looked very pale, seriously a sick person look. My lips are white, Huimin’s lips are red. I have to put lipstick to have a healthy looking red lips like hers. I started to put on some light make up when I go out in order not to attract unnecessary attention. Malaysians are very jakun… like they never see sick girl b4 issit?

2. I love Baskin Robins ice-cream + waffle + chocolate toppings. Even better if they have Brownie ala mode in Malaysia… why here dun have wan? Everytime I go Moscow, for sure I will eat Baskin Robins ice-cream topped on brownies with additional chocolate or strawberry toppings. I haven’t try Ben&Jerry. Who’s going singapore, can tabao back for me? ^^

3. I love camwhoring! Normal la… who doesn’t camwhore? ehehe

4. Haha I love to sing! I’m feeling a bit emo these days. And I find comfort in singing…. feels like letting out every sadness kept inside me.

5. I like to hide myself in a nice quiet place, free from pollution and noisy people. I enjoyed the moment when lying down under the starry night in Pulau Redang. I feel peaceful by staring into the dark night sky filled with stars.

6. I love shopping~ Living in Kursk is like crazy…. so suffering. Kursk is a kampung with only pasar and no shopping complex. YuinYin can’t live without all the shopping malls around.

7. My mouth is made of Gold I think. That is why it is just so hard for me to open my mouth to tell people that I’m scared. Yes, I feel scared. I’m afraid of dying. Though I thought it was nothing, but I’m unable to let go the people that I wanted to protect.

8. I love those people i called a FRIEND. I will do anything for my friends. But when you find out the fact that these people were just using you, taking advantage of you all this while… it’s really heart broken. I trusted you so much, protected you when everyone went against you…. why did you lie to me? why did you betray me? I hate BETRAYAL.

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dunnolar… who is free then who do this tag lor…. and do let me know to fill in the empty spaces above =D