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I’ve been sleeping too much at home lately. Do all surgical patients also experience this? This is my 1st time being cut open lolz, so i’m not sure how I suppose to feel after that. I have been thinking a lot lately. Opened the knots in my heart. Each and everytime something happen, it will change me a bit. But there are some things that will remain always the same.

I love my friends and I will live to protect them. (This one curi from Jon’s friendster =D)

I shed tears for my friends, and little do I know that they too.

The sweet memories, we shared.



Through various experiences, a person grows. Through pain, a person becomes stronger. Through hardships, a person becomes tougher. Through broken heart & friendships, we find true love and true friends. Love, Yuin Yin.

I did some reading on mushrooms and fungi lately. I found that ABM mushrooms, Maittake mushrooms and Shittake mushrooms; all have anti-tumor and anti-cancer effect. I feel that i should share this info with everybody else. I started to consume ABM mushrooms few days ago. Now i’m waiting for a miracle to happen in this 3 weeks, hopefully when i do another CT scan, the affected lymph nodes return to normal. Then i don’t have to undergo chemotherapy anymore and continue my plans for my summer vacation =). The information about these mushrooms are too long. Go google search yourself and read about it =D. I feel very lazy to type so much now. Ciao.

Sorry, I didn’t intend to make anyone worry about me. I also wish that my medical report is a fake one. I am very positive about my health till now and I know i’m doing fine…. or I think I am. But it’s just everytime when i see the not so convinving look on my doctors’ faces and my mum, I’m not sure what I am right now. I feel like i’m stepping on a mine. If I don’t take care of myself properly, I may die. If i take good care of my health, i’ll recover completely. Though Dr. chandran removed most of the tumor, but i can’t deny the fact that it had already spread to the adjacent lymph nodes. I am trying my very best to control all the triggering factor to prevent further changes to that little clusters of cancer cells left in my lymph nodes.

I’ll be staying away from handphones, computers for most of the time. Bear with me for a while. I might take longer time to reply smses and comments left here. Only 3 days i did not log in, somebody already messing here. I’ve clear all the mess he left here. I know the culprit. Thank you everyone for defending me. I’m off to rest now.

Hi there, today is the 6th day after my surgery.
I woke up feeling a bit dizzy and disoriented. Though I’m sitting on a sofa, i keep on having this feeling that i’m gonna fall off from my chair anytime soon. And my wound still hurt me as much as ever.

Progression is good. Edema on the face reduced. My hair has grown 1mm. My smile is still very distorted, there’s tendency for my upper lip to move to the left side. Well well, kok fye will be very disappointed that my smile hasn’t return back to normal. I can finally move my right shoulder a bit more. I started to bath myself today. Previously my mum has to bathe me, it makes me feel like returning back to the time when I as 4-5 years old. Never expect that at the age of 21, I still need to be protected and depend on my mum.

The bruises from IV injection on both hands have not gone away yet. I took my medicine this morning. Analgesic tasted like m&m’s (and it’s orange =D ), cephalosporin 4th generation tastes a bit sweet. Metronidazole…. Uuurrrrrgghhhh tastes horrible and very very bitter. No wonder they usually give patient metronidazole in IV form. Now I understand and will always remember this. The next time Mikhail ask what’s the treatment after surgery… it will always be IV metronidazole 500mg + cephalosporin 4th generation.

I miss Hui min very much. When is she coming back from Moscow again? I feel like leaning on her shoulder again. I feel tired. Hmmm, where is April I wonder? My smses failed to reach her few times. Oh, I think the surgeons sew my right ear a bit higher than the left ear. This minor defect, I think only April’s beautiful earrings can cover it.

Malc initially wanna take me out today but he’s afraid of my stitches lol. Yea, I think anybody also would faint seeing my wound. So I better not go out and scare other people. Yeeerrr but mega sales start officially today right? Aiyo haven’t gotten myself anything yet. Very well, I shall wait for Ingrid and Mariam to come back.

I’ve made up my mind. No matter what happen to me, I will continue living. There are so many people out there that need my protection, need me to love. A few cancer cells really can’t kill me. =) The poor children out there need me more than these cancer cells.

Since i’ll stuck here at home for a long time, I’ll update my blog more frequent. Possible few posts a day. Keep urself updated yea! I stayed in hospital for almost a week, there are plenty to say.

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It was yesterday, my ENT doctor break the news to me. Result from biopsy, it’s cancer.
I think that time I’m quite blur + a bit sleepy. So I heard… “hmmm, malignant tumor ah?” but I didn’t show any reaction at all. It took me some time to realize… oh I have cancer. Then they transfer me from ENT to oncology department.

Summore that dat my face is swollen after the surgery. I suspect they give me IV normal saline till overdose la. My face bengkak like pao and my eyes tend to be watery like as if the fluid is escaping from my face through the orbit. So even though I’m not particularly sad or crying, so-called “tears” will drop down uncontrollably. Feel so paiseh especially when Dr. Foo the oncologist came to see me.

She was telling me “girl, don’t worry la. Now we got new technology hor, can treat cancer without disrupting other cells.” [Tears dropping uncontrollably… Dr. Foo probably thinks, aih poor girl, she’s crying, she’s definitely crying…..] Eh I’m not crying leh, really la. That time really not crying. Then after that, thinking about my sadistic life, started to cry non-stop. I dun feel like goin back to Russia. It sucks there, even though I’m extremely healthy also can develop cancer after staying in Kursk stuck with those sick people for too long.

Aaaaahhh my eyes feel tired and dry again. Gotta go zzzZZZzzz. Ciao. later i shall korek some ugly, disgusting pictures taken from the OT and post it here. I’ll be right back, stay tune. Part II to be continue…….

Oh yea, I checked my advertlets, I only earned RM0.30 so far!!!!! Eh people hardworking a bit la, help me click click on advertlets =D. Kok fye got RM 0.80 leh. Not fair. Once again;
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