Hi there, today is the 6th day after my surgery.
I woke up feeling a bit dizzy and disoriented. Though I’m sitting on a sofa, i keep on having this feeling that i’m gonna fall off from my chair anytime soon. And my wound still hurt me as much as ever.

Progression is good. Edema on the face reduced. My hair has grown 1mm. My smile is still very distorted, there’s tendency for my upper lip to move to the left side. Well well, kok fye will be very disappointed that my smile hasn’t return back to normal. I can finally move my right shoulder a bit more. I started to bath myself today. Previously my mum has to bathe me, it makes me feel like returning back to the time when I as 4-5 years old. Never expect that at the age of 21, I still need to be protected and depend on my mum.

The bruises from IV injection on both hands have not gone away yet. I took my medicine this morning. Analgesic tasted like m&m’s (and it’s orange =D ), cephalosporin 4th generation tastes a bit sweet. Metronidazole…. Uuurrrrrgghhhh tastes horrible and very very bitter. No wonder they usually give patient metronidazole in IV form. Now I understand and will always remember this. The next time Mikhail ask what’s the treatment after surgery… it will always be IV metronidazole 500mg + cephalosporin 4th generation.

I miss Hui min very much. When is she coming back from Moscow again? I feel like leaning on her shoulder again. I feel tired. Hmmm, where is April I wonder? My smses failed to reach her few times. Oh, I think the surgeons sew my right ear a bit higher than the left ear. This minor defect, I think only April’s beautiful earrings can cover it.

Malc initially wanna take me out today but he’s afraid of my stitches lol. Yea, I think anybody also would faint seeing my wound. So I better not go out and scare other people. Yeeerrr but mega sales start officially today right? Aiyo haven’t gotten myself anything yet. Very well, I shall wait for Ingrid and Mariam to come back.

I’ve made up my mind. No matter what happen to me, I will continue living. There are so many people out there that need my protection, need me to love. A few cancer cells really can’t kill me. =) The poor children out there need me more than these cancer cells.

Since i’ll stuck here at home for a long time, I’ll update my blog more frequent. Possible few posts a day. Keep urself updated yea! I stayed in hospital for almost a week, there are plenty to say.

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