It was yesterday, my ENT doctor break the news to me. Result from biopsy, it’s cancer.
I think that time I’m quite blur + a bit sleepy. So I heard… “hmmm, malignant tumor ah?” but I didn’t show any reaction at all. It took me some time to realize… oh I have cancer. Then they transfer me from ENT to oncology department.

Summore that dat my face is swollen after the surgery. I suspect they give me IV normal saline till overdose la. My face bengkak like pao and my eyes tend to be watery like as if the fluid is escaping from my face through the orbit. So even though I’m not particularly sad or crying, so-called “tears” will drop down uncontrollably. Feel so paiseh especially when Dr. Foo the oncologist came to see me.

She was telling me “girl, don’t worry la. Now we got new technology hor, can treat cancer without disrupting other cells.” [Tears dropping uncontrollably… Dr. Foo probably thinks, aih poor girl, she’s crying, she’s definitely crying…..] Eh I’m not crying leh, really la. That time really not crying. Then after that, thinking about my sadistic life, started to cry non-stop. I dun feel like goin back to Russia. It sucks there, even though I’m extremely healthy also can develop cancer after staying in Kursk stuck with those sick people for too long.

Aaaaahhh my eyes feel tired and dry again. Gotta go zzzZZZzzz. Ciao. later i shall korek some ugly, disgusting pictures taken from the OT and post it here. I’ll be right back, stay tune. Part II to be continue…….

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